Tuesday, June 26, 2012

hold on...

I was convinced just a week ago that removing myself from my life (physically) would be a true escape from the riff raff going on back there. False.

It's all in my head really, and I happened to pack that along with me. Although my mind is reeling with the same noise it was not too long ago,  being removed from the monotonous drone of my daily task list (what life has become) is good. Good, because I can't remember the last time I had to THINK... or LEARN for that matter. In the last few days, I've tried foods I've never had before, mapped out vocab I can't seem to master the tonnage for, and communicate with people who can't understand a thing I'm saying. It goes to show that we're meant to grow continuously, part of the dissatisfaction I'd been experiencing back home is due to the plateau I've reached. 


That tells me that it's time for some CHANGE.


CTRL + ALT + DELETE

These three keys allow you to stop what you're doing, and reboot your computer. I earned my opportunity to design my life to be exactly the way I want it.

I sat in the chairs, I did the mental exercise, why is it that a year later I'm in a position I'm unhappy with, living a life I don't want?

...something isn't adding up. Somewhere between graduation and now, I've rerouted and completely missed the target. Worse yet? I don't even know what my target is at the moment...boy do I have my work cut out for me.


This small break from my life is the marker of my new reboot. Here we goooo.

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