I once wrote a blog entry inspired by the idea that
people do not buy WHAT you do, but WHY you do it.
I've been feeling out of sorts as of late and to help me out, Anh Thu said that I need to blog. So here I am, hoping to put into words the tangles of thoughts cycling through my brain. With the small dose of clarity I gained from my hangout with Anh Khoa, I was able to reach a conclusion. In reference to the quote above, the missing piece in the jigsaw of all of my current activities is the WHY. I have lost the passion for what my obligations are which have me feeling very blah about life.
My dinner with Anh Khoa brought a lot of things to my attention. He told me that he felt I was looking for something, and its true, I am. I'm trying to find my passion, and purpose. I have a feeling it's not what it used to be. I was unstoppable once, but now...not so much.
I've also realized that I am the worst worrier I've ever met. Instead of focusing on the present and what i have, I'm already preoccupied with what's going on this coming year. I obviously can't enjoy where I'm at when all I have on the brain are dreadful what ifs of tomorrow.
I've also realized that I am the worst worrier I've ever met. Instead of focusing on the present and what i have, I'm already preoccupied with what's going on this coming year. I obviously can't enjoy where I'm at when all I have on the brain are dreadful what ifs of tomorrow.
I'm going to rehash my commitments, dissect for the WHY and make sure I'm dedicating my time to what matters to me. Nevermind everyone else, this has to be about me.
This is such a raw entry, but I'm tired.
Three goods:
beautiful weather
meeting with grandma, being able to tell her what i'm going through
talking with anh khoa, feeling that he understands, and his reminders of whats truly important to me
