he signed:
i just don’t understand.
-had to let that out.
alright kid, i'll take a stab at this. i'll be as straightforward as i can. not speaking for the female population, just offering up a little response to give this one sided story a little dimension. not promising that you'll understand at the end. life never makes any sense.
alright kid, i'll take a stab at this. i'll be as straightforward as i can. not speaking for the female population, just offering up a little response to give this one sided story a little dimension. not promising that you'll understand at the end. life never makes any sense.
"don’t understand why being a best friend decreases my chances of being with you. i don’t understand why my efforts of making sure you’re safe and happy is not a reason for us to work. i don’t understand why you think i’m amazing, yet you feel you can never see me that way. i’m too good of a friend ? oh, you’re afraid to lose me. well, damn, i’m afraid to lose you, too. i don’t ever want to lose you. that’s why i want you."
it’s frustrating how a person can give his or her all and get nothing in return. it gets even more frustrating when another person comes in, doesn’t even give half of what you give, plays yo-yo with your heart, makes you wait for reasons unknown, treats you like dirt, and he or she gets you with ease. it’s a bunch of bullshit.
becoming best friends already demotes you from the guy market she's shopping in. I'm sorry. the second you became the person who heard the boy problems and fixed every boo boo, you eliminated the "us" in the equation. she wants you to do that from now on--therefore, you cannot be the boy that causes the problems. (it'd get far to complicated and you'd be way offended with her rants.) she's afraid to lose you as a friend, and you know? you wouldn't lose her as a friend, remaining friends ensures this for the both of you. you're just asking for more than you bargained with.
it’s frustrating how a person can give his or her all and get nothing in return. it gets even more frustrating when another person comes in, doesn’t even give half of what you give, plays yo-yo with your heart, makes you wait for reasons unknown, treats you like dirt, and he or she gets you with ease. it’s a bunch of bullshit.
face it, you gave her your all assuming she'd do the same, she doesn't, and NOW you're asking for a price. feelings in return. it's frustrating how people do things out of the 'goodness of their heart' and expect something in return. this is how people are guilted into doing things they dont want. think: you want her to want you, not to be with you cuz she feels bad. give your all, take what you're given. you get a loyal friend (if she has any decency, i'd hope for you that she does.) she probably doesn't get to show this to you since you can't vent to her about your love problems; it's her. he plays yo-yo with her heart and she takes it because a roller coaster is more exciting than a train. as sad as she gets, i'm sure he makes her that much happier at some point...she just wouldn't talk to you about the happy stuff.
why do i get overlooked ? “maybe i deserve someone better” ? cmon, what other escape lines do you have ? if you truly believed i deserved better, then that would mean you see why a girl would fall for me. but yet those reasons aren’t good enough ? i love you with all my heart, and you not feeling the same for me doesn’t make any sense at all either.
kid, dont hate the player, hate the game. don't resent her for not feeling the same.( lol it rhymes) i'm sure her brain is asking why she doesn't feel for you, just as you are. you fit the bill, you make the white picket fence dream plausible, but for some reason the bubbles never arise at the sight of you and her heart beat remains steady in your presence. she wouldn't date you without the feelings, that's unfair to you, you deserve a girl who feels just as strongly about you. if it's not her, keep going, don't mill at a closed door, not good for you.
the end.
okay i blogged this because i really have nothing better to blog about, in all honesty my life a whirlwind and i'm barely keepin' up. productivity comes with a price and i'm not all too sure i care for it. i'm just a girl doin' what she's sposed to do.
