That post I wrote previously was so ridiculous, I can't bring myself to reread. At the same time, I'm not gonna delete it either. Blah, it's what it is and we'll just leave it at that.
So, interview in about an hour. I'm nervous as shit. This is atypical because I'm usually comfortable with myself enough to pull through in interviews. There's a lot riding on this and I'm pretty sure that's the reason why I'm near-vomit-nervous. I was originally rather turned off about this offer when I first heard the news because of my fear of commitment. The challenges I might face scared me more than anything, I'm just afraid of not being able to deliver or not having the energy/spirit left to keep going. The support of my friends and family has helped immensely. Most of my worries have subsided and I've decided that this is what I want to do. It's part of my purpose and I certainly have the passion to change lives.
It's scary to go for something you really want.
The rejection hurts that much worse and the disappointment is an unforgettable stomach drop. It's kind of like the love thing, you won't have the chance of being TRULY happy if you fear hurt or rejection.
I've been obsessed with law of attraction stuff, so this is more like a pep-talk to myself ( I'm visual I need to look at my thoughts as much as I hear them.)
I will be able to go in and work it out.
I teach all the time, this little demo shouldn't be intimidating in the least.
Everything about me screams passion.
I'm going to get my job. ( just as simple as gettin' something from the store.)
Inspired by a card at the australian museum that wanted to know what I had to say.
Life happens, and here's what I have to say about it.
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