Life's a very double standard-ed concept. Well, not really, but I find that none of my interpretations of ideas such as fate and decisions themselves aren't really adding up. I'm not a computational type of mind where I need such definitive answers, but I really don't want to be reasoning in circles on this.
If destiny really is legit, and there is a divine plan for each of us-where is the free will in our lives? As a believer of this fate concept, I'm rather stressed about my current indecisions. Which wouldn't happen if I sincerely believe that my choice is what is meant to be. I'm at a mental war.
What to do at these forks in the road where one decision paves the course of a good chunk of your future... Like having to choose a major when you're fresh out of the one dimensional realm of high school.( and later finding that you want to go opposite of that side of the spectrum) As I am nearing my completion of college I find that I'm having cold feet. Do I want to graduate and find a job? Or do I still want to go to grad school? If so, which one and in what field? AH.
I don't want to make the wrong decision, but when you've shaved off all other options and widdled it down to a few good options-is there such a thing as a wrong way? And if destiny really is what I've always trusted it to be, how could anything I choose be wrong?
Jesus take the wheel..? please.
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